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Question

我现在觉得很麻木压力很大.很想舍弃一切就这样离开.但是我逃不掉.我必须走下去完成我的梦想.尽管我为此付出沉痛的的代价.爱情就算了,那是奢侈的我要不起.对不起我不是故意逃避.而是害怕上海.谢谢你们对我的爱我会放在心里.
最后不是害怕上海 是害怕上爱

Answer 1

我现在觉得很麻木，压力很大。很想舍弃一切，就这样离开。但是我逃不掉.我必须走下，去完成我的梦想，尽管我为此付出沉痛的代价。爱情就算了,那是奢侈的，我要不起。对不起，我不是故意逃避，而是害怕上爱。谢谢你们对我的爱，我会放在心里。

I feel numbed with a lot of pressure right now. I want to give away
everything and go away, but I can’t escape. I have to go on to fulfill my
dream although I pay a painful price for it. As for love, that is too luxury
for me and I can’t afford it, so I have to forget it. I’m sorry that I don’t mean
to deliberately escape. But I fear of being loved. Thank you for your love,
which I will keep in my mind.

Answer 2

I FEEL NUMB AND PRESSED，I WANT TO DISCARD EVERYTHING AND GO AWAY BUT I CAN`T GO AWAY I MUST GO ON AND FULFILL MY DREAM THOUGH IT CONSUME ME。I DON`T CARE ABOUT LOVE WHICH IS EXPENSIVE SORRY ，I DON`T MEAN TO GIVE IN ，I AM JUST AFRAID OF SHANGHAI，THANKS FOR YOUR LOVE，I`LL PUT THEM ON MY HEART追问

不是害怕上海 打错了是害怕上爱 而且拜托别全是大写拜托

追答

i feel numb and pressed,i want to discard everything and fly away.but i can`t.i must fulfill my dream ,which,though consumed me, i don`t care about love that is too expensive to me .sorry,i don`t mean to give in ,i am just afraid of fancying in it thanks for all of your love,i`ll put it on my heart

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有点不放心的感觉不太准啊对不起

Answer 3

I feel numb a lot of pressure right now. I want to give away all his leave, just like that. But I don't escape. I have to go to complete my dream. Although I pay a painful price. Even if the love, it is luxury to me. I'm sorry I didn't mean to escape. But fear of Shanghai. Thank you for your love for me I will be in my heart.追问

很多语法不对不过谢谢了