i try so hard
you know, people dont think i work, im sure they dont, they know im going to fail dont they? they all know aye? from my mother to the last "friend" ive got. i try, i do try, but then i go and fail and do bad and people think that i do nothing and i dont care, but i do, really i do, i want to do well, but that doesnt seem to damn well matter to anyone but me.
i try hard in biology, i try to learn things, but i fail the class coz i dont remember them, it sounds like a stupid excuse, but its true. im trying in extension 2, but thats obviously going nowhere, my story is crap, and im probably going to have to drop soon.
i bet people also think im a menace, someone who distracts others on purpose, i dont you know, not all the time, sometimes im genuinely curious about someting, and well.... i think i do a lot for toher people, cant i have a little bit back? just a little? every once in a while? okay so i distract people, im not really happy about it, but think about it, it helps with their stress doesnt it?
if anyone anywhere came to me with a problem of any sort i would try to help, in any way i could, i cant say the same for the people ho i know, i dont know if i can talk to anyone, *sigh*.......
if your reading this, which your probably not, no worries, im fine.
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