everything that kills me makes me feel alive的意思是：但置我于死地者，必将赐我以后生；置之死地而后生。原句出自歌曲《Counting Stars》。
作曲 : Ryan Tedder
作词 : Ryan Tedder
Lately I've been，I've been losing sleep
最近我辗转反侧
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
梦想着我们的愿景
But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
但亲爱的 我一直在努力祈祷
Said no more counting dollars
不再财迷心窍
We'll be counting stars
数钱不如数星星
Yeah, we'll be counting stars
没错 我们一起来数星星
I see this life
最近生活
Like a swinging vine
如一团乱麻
Swing my heart across the line
让我无所适从
In my faces flashing suns
脸上闪过各种迹象
Seek it out and ye shall find
遍寻之后 你会发现
Old, but I'm not that old
我成熟 但没那么老练
Young, but I'm not that bold
我年轻 却不那么鲁莽
And I don't think the world is sold
我不认为这个世界无药可救
I'm just doing what we're told
我只是循规蹈矩地为人处事
I, feel something so right
虽知何为中正
But doing the wrong thing
却又离经叛道
I, feel something so wrong
虽知何处污浊
But doing the right thing
却又随波逐流
I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
我无法自欺欺人
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive
所有的绝地 都使我逢生
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
最近我辗转反侧
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
梦想着我们的愿景
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
但亲爱的 我一直在努力祈祷
Said no more counting dollars
别再财迷心窍
We'll be counting stars
我们一起数星星
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
最近我夜不能寐
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
梦想着我们的愿景
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
但亲爱的 我一直在努力祈祷
Said no more counting dollars
别再财迷心窍
We'll be, we'll be counting stars
我们一起数星星
I feel the love
我感觉爱
And I feel it burn
就在胸膛燃烧
Down this river every turn
如同潺潺流水 蜿蜒曲折
Hope is a four letter word
“希望”不过是个低俗字眼（亵玩之意）
Make that money
把它变为金钱
Watch it burn
看着它燃尽
Old, but I'm not that old
我成熟 但没那么老练
Young, but I'm not that bold
我年轻 却不那么鲁莽
And I don't think the world is sold
我不认为这个世界无药可救
I'm just doing what we're told
我只是循规蹈矩地为人处事
I, feel something so wrong
在随波逐流中
But doing the right thing
痛感乏善可陈
I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
我无法自欺欺人
Everything that downs me makes me wanna fly
任何的打击 都让我重振旗鼓
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
最近我辗转反侧
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
梦想着我们的愿景
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
但亲爱的 我一直在努力祈祷
Said no more counting dollars
别再财迷心窍
We'll be counting stars
我们一起数星星
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
最近我辗转反侧
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
梦想着我们的愿景
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
但亲爱的 我一直在努力祈祷
Said no more counting dollars
别再财迷心窍
We'll be, we'll be counting stars
我们一起数星星
Take that money
身外之物
And watch it burn
皆可抛
Sink in the river
将其沉河
The lessons I learned
已受教
Take that money
身外之物
And watch it burn
皆可抛
Sink in the river
将其沉河
The lessons I learned
已受教
Take that money
身外之物
And watch it burn
皆可抛
Sink in the river
将其沉河
The lessons I learned
已受教
Take that money
身外之物
And watch it burn
皆可抛
Sink in the river
将其沉河
The lessons I learned
已受教
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive
沉舟侧畔千帆过 病树前头万木春
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
最近我辗转反侧
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
梦想着我们的愿景
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
但亲爱的 我一直在努力祈祷
Said no more counting dollars
别再财迷心窍
We'll be counting stars
我们一起数星星
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
最近我辗转反侧
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
梦想着我们的愿景
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
但亲爱的 我一直在努力祈祷
Said no more counting dollars
别再财迷心窍
We'll be, we'll be counting stars
我们一起数星星
Take that money
身外之物
And watch it burn
皆可抛
Sink in the river
将其沉河
The lessons I learned
已受教
Take that money
身外之物
And watch it burn
皆可抛
Sink in the river
将其沉河
The lessons I learned
已受教
Take that money
身外之物
And watch it burn
皆可抛
Sink in the river
将其沉河
The lessons I learned
已受教
Take that money
身外之物
And watch it burn
皆可抛
Sink in the river
将其沉河
The lessons I learned
已受教
扩展资料：
创作背景
这首歌是乐队主唱瑞恩·泰德、碧昂斯和Jay-Z在汉普顿的时候写的。在汉普顿的第二天瑞恩·泰德醒得很早，便开始在网上搜索，寻找那些能给他的创作带来灵感的东西。
最后他看到了一首叫《Counting Stars》的奇怪的歌，这首歌让瑞恩·泰德想起了他正在进行的歌曲创作，同时这首歌曲深深地震撼了他。瑞恩·泰德不喜欢这首歌的歌词与谱曲，但他喜欢它带来的的感觉，这鼓舞着瑞恩·泰德写出了新版的《Counting Stars》。
原本这首歌是瑞恩·泰德给碧昂斯和她的专辑准备的，但碧昂丝觉得不能唱，所以瑞恩·泰德立刻想到了让乐队合唱的想法。